-Common tests results..-
not good. although i failed only one, i didnt get any As.. which is #$@ sad.. lets see, amath got 30/50, hist got 15/25, lit got 17/25, chem got 24.5/50, emath got 21.5/50.. sigh, first time i failed my math ta. and emath some more... haiz.. will be getting back physics tmr, which im hoping turns out ok...
anyways, kayaking was over the weekends. was DAMN FUN!! haha.. but also damn tiring.. then apparently gabriel had "first degree sunburns" so he didnt come on sunday, shannon had chicken pox, and shan was sick.. hmmm.. think they will be going with kj and the sec 3s.. but kayaking was fun.. just some advise to sec 3s who are going, PUT SUN SCREEN/BLOCK. otherwise ur skin will peel off like some kind of banana skin.. lol
and i dont know what i should do right now. to study or not. the major qn...
-Common tests over!-
ok, actually it was over yesterday for me.. haha, but bio people still had their paper. so now common tests are officially over! haha.. and im just going to say that i havent gotten back any results yet. =) ignorance is bliss...
and i have been slogging off for my cca pre hike log.. and i really hope that i will pass. hopefully my efforts at staying awake until 1++am will pay off..
-It only taks a spark-
to get the fire going. my passion for scouting has burned out. im not going to lie about this. i have just lost everything that i believed in. some people might say just rekindle it, but things arent always as easy as it looks.. do i want to? why should i do it? im struggling with my work, i could just screw my cca and just full steam ahead start mugging or play all day. that would be a fun life. and i wonder where should i head to? which candle do i want to light?
-dont look at me that way..-
hmm.. when i blog regularly people dont seem to tag. when i dont blog, some people tag. when GOD tags, everybody also tags. weird trends...
common tests are coming up soon, and i have not started preparing for it yet. been out past few days, havent really gotten down to serious mugging. think im gonna do that. lock my com or something. and just mug. will that be effective i have no idea
and valentines day was.. A Beautiful Letdown. i like switchfoot dont you?
-soul searching-
past few days i seem to have been acting like i was sec 2.. for some reason. im not too sure why.. but i tihink i solved that for now, im also not too sure how. im also not too sure why im posting this. but ya.. things are going to get better. it has to.
so hold me when im here
right me when im wrong
hold me when im scared
and love me when im gone
-empowered in misery-
ok, so all things have been settled. im not going. for those who dont understand what im saying dont bother trying to understand. yeah...
1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5 and 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 10 and 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 15,
blowwwwwww......
valentines day sounds kinda cool.. maybe? haha
math test was rather screwed.. hopefully not
random thoughts.
-strengthened in sorrow-
hmm.. got home yesterday, did some math, then slept at around 4++ all the way until around now.. which is about 5+
this is just another one of those posts i write to entertain teachers who have nothing better to do and want to check their students blogs to see if they got insulted.
-unpredictability-
i have absolutely no idea where my life is headed right now. its not really as simple as most people think it is, and so far only 2 people and my family might know what im talking about. and i really dont know what is going to happen to me.. and i dont like this feeling.. of not being in control of my life.. oh wells, i think i just have to carry on with life as any normal person would...
and valentines day is coming up. no comments.
-yay 100th post!-
lol.. damn im slow.. anyways.. what can i say.. added music.. DHT - Listen To Your Heart, think its kinda cool.. lol bleah why cant i seem to blog anything right now.. hmm..
well scouts was.. like it always is.. its kinda sian to keep giving pep talks every week but they dont seem to get it.. like wth... i know my level isnt exactly the best of levels but hey im trying freaking hard to train them properly..
-stupid @#$#$#@ internet-
bah, stupid internet connection was not working for like almost a week lah.. which kinda explains why i havent really tagged or anything yet... anyways, happy chinese new year!! i owe my dad like $100 due to gambling!! fun isnt it...
lol, anyway, chinese new year wasnt too bad, had quite a number of parties compared to previous years.. for reasons..
maybe i should respond to my tag board too:
[ed] hey how u doing? hopes your ok... talk to me soon!
[Ryan] wah how come suddenly u come online more than me arh? lol...
[smallboi] uh huh.. u will prob be taking your knots test soon
[nat] hmm chasing me out of my own house?? lol
[KJ] eh so that means i can have music again!
[dar] u seem really really bored...
[GOD] well what can i say if u really want to change u can start by leaving my tagboard alone.
and ya tmr is scouts and total defence thingy and nyaa thingy also. so fun...