-Exams.-
exams are like, 2 weeks away now. starting to focus, but then now i start questioning myself: why do we have exams? and why am i working so hard? what is the point? truly? i find it hard to understand. what will it test us on? physics? chemistry? will any of these really be useful in the job which we get? what good will knowing how to do stoichiometry be? will we really find all that useful in our life? will it help?
but listening to my blog song, i think of eurojam. and i think of scouting. and i think of the people in scouts. all my friends. shih hoong, trent, chin hao, marcus, karjun, gabriel, darren and all the other scouts. they all are quite successful, and i dont deny that. but why, that is also what i have been asking myself. how is it that people like shih hoong, trent and chinhao, the 3 who also went for eurojam, how is it that they are able to be so active in scouts, and yet are still able to get top positions in scouts? and i wonder.
and i realise. it all boils down to one thing. attitude. attitude in everthing, studies and scouting. the exams test us on our disciline, on whether we will actually study. whether we do the right thing and prepare. as much as we hate it, its not so much the end result that we should look forward to, rather then the process of getting there. studies is more about the preparation than the exam, but of course things get carried away a bit but the main thing is, we should not worry ourselves too much about the result, but rather the process. same for scouts. its the attitude. i admit my attitude in scouts wasnt as well received as shih hoong and trent, and i suppose that was my mistake. but what is gone has been done. and we cannot change it, and can only look forward to the future. so onward, lets just push during these last weeks, and than let us bear the fruits which we reap!
there is a line in my blog song which says "Little do we know ourselves, the power that we hold!"
Remember, we decide our fate. Good Luck Guys!
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