-Suaning time.-
k, if ur not up to any suaning rite now, dun read this. cuz u might hate me. (but u still will even if ur not up to it).
i had enuf. honestly, i dun tink that i haf any real friends to call my own. all those ppl.. all the happy faces. its all a lie. they are just tolerating me. i can see that they dun like me. they are just acting happy. wat can i do. im depressed rite now.
scouts is being a real bitch rite now. wat is the point. i dun see any point. why bother working my ass off trying to salvage watever is left of my patrol? why shd i bother? i see no reason. i dun understand y ppl dun want to do anything and in the end im the dumb fucker who does all the shti for every1. i had it. i see no point. there is none. previous camps, there was some motivation. at least there were some ppl who could push me to do things. but now, things just seem.. pointless. just hopeless. i dunno wat more i shd say.
talking about scouts.. if u want to put it in the number of camps participated, i haf contributed to scouts the most. fine. i dun really mind that. but am i getting recongnition? no. wow.. tl interview.. hmm, i dun tink i was invited was i. fine. my class sux. ok. so dun consider me at all. just ignore all that i haf done for the unit. the unit. wtf.
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